Of all the fishing goals I have, the one that rises to the top is the goal of landing a 40 inch wild steelhead. I recently returned from a four day steelhead trip to a coastal river that can produce fish of that caliber. It was supposed to be a six day trip, but the combination of mediocre fishing, missing my wife, and the majority of my bedding and clothes getting soaking wet, I decided to cut the trip short and return some other time. I think it was the right decision, but the funny thing is I feel like I’ve failed somehow. Like only fishing four days instead of six is admitting that I’m not really as tough as I’d like to think I am, or maybe it is saying that I’m not as dedicated to these fish as I’d like to think. But the reality is I think most people would just be happy to have a comfortable and dry bed to sleep in, whereas I am still questioning my decision to leave the river two days early.
The river is special. Hatchery fish have never contaminated the gene pool, a rarity in Oregon. It is a wild and remote stream that flows in a way that can only be described as “downhill,” cascading from one pool to the next with a desperate fury. The river is known, by the few that know it, to have an irregularly large strain of steelhead, and that definitely adds to the draw of the river. This is the seventh year that I’ve fished the river, and it has changed drastically in that time. Up until three years ago it was fairly popular, though no one talked out loud about it, but you would here whispers of it from the old-timers, and good friends might give up their secret after much persuasion, and under the stipulation that you’d guard the secret with your life. In 2007 a massive flood ripped through the drainage. Aided by widespread clear cuts at the headwaters, the flood cut the river to its rock bed, completely destroying the majority of spawning and holding water. Consequently, the fishing has declined. I don’t know the exact numbers, but I think I could make an educated guess that the fishery is a third of what it once was.
When I first visited the river it was like finding steelhead heaven. The pools were clearly defined and perfect, the fish aggressive and plentiful. If there was a drawback, a few too many people knew about the “secret.” A Saturday during peak season would find the parking area filled with a dozen or more cars, but if you walked far enough you could put the crowds behind. Even then, people seemed to have an innate realization that this place was special, and you shouldn’t ruin it by crowding someone else’s space; so nobody every occupied the same run as you. Now, the fish are a shadow of their former selves, but there are just enough there to make it worth your while. The fish you do hook are larger than most other places, and in my opinion they fight harder than any other steelhead in the Lower 48. The rewards are worth the effort, it’s just that the rewards are few and far between. On the other hand, competing fishermen are a rarity. On my latest trip I visually saw the exact same number of fish as I saw fishermen; for steelhead fishing that is a staggering number over a four day period.
There is a train track that follows the length of the river. It is no longer in use as the flood in 2007 caused mass destruction to the railroad itself, but it serves as a trail of sorts to access the river. Hiking the railroad day in and day out is tough on the knees and ankles, and the trails that used to go down to the river from the tracks are all overgrown, making the going rather difficult. It is truly rugged and remote fishing. This is part of the toll one must pay to fish the river. Over the years I’ve hooked three fish that I am sure were over 40 inches, and landed one that I measured at 38 inches, and one that I would guess would go 36 inches. And maybe that is why I still feel like I failed by returning two days early. This time, while fishing for four days, I only hooked two fish, both of which promptly broke me off, and maybe if I’d have been willing to stay the final two days I would have hooked one or two more fish, and maybe one of those would have gone 40 inches. That’s a lot of maybes to hang your hat on when you are facing down loneliness, fatigue, and bone chilling cold, but it is the price one has to be willing to pay in order to reap the rewards that this river has to offer. Next time I hope I stay the full six days, or however many days I can commit to, because that is the kind of commitment a 40 inch fish deserves. At least that is what I am going to tell myself the next time I am skunked, lonely, and freezing.
As fishermen, we develop relationships with the rivers we fish.
Absolute solace
September is a month of caffeine and melted snickers bars. It is thirty days of desperate attempts to capture all that it offers. Sleep and food are essential to your enjoyment of the outdoors, and your health, but it sometimes feels like you are wasting time on both. Turns out your body can go a long ways on coffee and snickers bars. There isn’t time for TV, except maybe the occasional football game, let alone time to sit down and eat.